Tag: Pain

You Don’t Know Me

You don’t know me. I am not ok.

I said no

It happened anyway

So, I threw up my hands

Because life makes no mistakes

Robbed of an innocence

That I could never get back

A two minute incident

Threw my whole life off track

You see me with him, him, and her

You put labels on my back

You call me a whore

Cutting me no slack

I lost my identity

My soul was taken away

I was left in the streets like a dead animal

To rot and decay

Be careful who you trust

Be leery of where you stay

Don’t be quick to judge a person

You don’t know their mental disarray

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Cold-Blooded

I drown in your love

Suffocating with misery

Scissored with words

To live, I no longer have the ability

You took away my life. My happiness, you banned. You murdered me in cold-blood although it wasn’t planned. Maybe you didn’t anticipate the breaking of my flesh, but you left me alone when you were all that I had left.

You placed the blade in my hand. XO 🖤💔

Carry Me To Hell 🔥

I’d walk through the fire for you. I’m a worshipper of your kind. I wouldn’t lie to you.

tonight, I’ll dance with you

i’ll surrender my will

if you make my dreams come true

love me to death

let there be no rules

carry me to hell

sweet rendezvous

I loved you when you were incapable of loving yourself. I took care of your needs while neglecting my own health. I lived your life not seeing anyone else. I was so caught up in you that I died a slow death.

I was a fool. I couldn’t survive heaven without you.
Illustration credits: @dvrkshines & @darkerdaysillustration | Instagram

Gone 💔

With my eyes closed, I welcome the warmth of your lips. A kiss to my forehead and my heart skips. In a moment, my eyes come open as I come to grips. While lying in an empty bed, reality hit.

🎼 When you’re dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.. 🎼

Painting by thomassaliot|instagram

S P O O K E D

Demons in my mind. The noise drown my thoughts. How do I make it stop?

𝘓𝘢𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦

𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦

𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥

𝘔𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥

𝘈𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸

𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥

Verbal abuse leave mental scars. It’s like a bad wound that never heals completely. You’re disfigured for life.

Run from abuse.

When your legs won’t move, you’re scared to death, you can’t seem to escape.. when you’re paralyzed, and afraid to talk, and the only remedy you know is to stay.. run away with your mind. Hide and begin to pray. Prayer will give you strength. You’ll wake up one day and be able to walk away.

Don’t stay. The ending is never positive. Pick yourself up somehow. Don’t be dismayed. ♥️

Image via Pinterest 🧟‍♀️

 

Release Me ⛓

I bend over backwards to escape you. I want my freedom back. I want to erase the memories, remove the scars. I don’t want to feel pain. I want to replace it with love and not shame.

& there you are still pulling my strings. You’re still playing the same tune. You’re still saying that you love me.

Set me free ✂️
Art Source: Leslie Molina