Carry Me To Hell ๐Ÿ”ฅ

I’d walk through the fire for you. I’m a worshipper of your kind. I wouldn’t lie to you.
tonight, Iโ€™ll dance with youโ€ฉโ€ฉiโ€™ll surrender my willโ€ฉโ€ฉif you make my dreams come trueโ€ฉโ€ฉlove me to deathโ€ฉโ€ฉlet there be no rulesโ€ฉโ€ฉcarry me to hellโ€ฉโ€ฉsweet rendezvous

I loved you when you were incapable of loving yourself. I took care of your needs while neglecting my own health. I lived your life not seeing anyone else. I was so caught up in you that I died a slow death.

I was a fool. I couldn’t survive heaven without you.
Illustration credits: @dvrkshines & @darkerdaysillustration | Instagram

Gone ๐Ÿ’”

With my eyes closed, I welcome the warmth of your lips. A kiss to my forehead and my heart skips. In a moment, my eyes come open as I come to grips. While lying in an empty bed, reality hit.

๐ŸŽผ When you’re dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.. ๐ŸŽผ

Painting by thomassaliot|instagram

S P O O K E D

Demons in my mind. The noise drown my thoughts. How do I make it stop?

๐˜“๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถโ€™๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ

๐˜ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ

๐˜๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ

๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ

๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ

๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ

Verbal abuse leave mental scars. Itโ€™s like a bad wound that never heals completely. Youโ€™re disfigured for life.

Run from abuse.

When your legs wonโ€™t move, youโ€™re scared to death, you canโ€™t seem to escape.. when youโ€™re paralyzed, and afraid to talk, and the only remedy you know is to stay.. run away with your mind. Hide and begin to pray. Prayer will give you strength. Youโ€™ll wake up one day and be able to walk away.

Donโ€™t stay. The ending is never positive. Pick yourself up somehow. Donโ€™t be dismayed. โ™ฅ๏ธ

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Release Me โ›“

I bend over backwards to escape you. I want my freedom back. I want to erase the memories, remove the scars. I donโ€™t want to feel pain. I want to replace it with love and not shame.

& there you are still pulling my strings. Youโ€™re still playing the same tune. Youโ€™re still saying that you love me.

Set me free โœ‚๏ธ
Art Source: Leslie Molina